argument.silent war

few days ago something happened... which was due to alot of people who are either mute and deaf .

suddenly there was tears. i know i seen one of them. but i m sure theres more from others.

but the funny thing is that the fault ultimately lies in me.
everything ultimately reaches me and i cant put anything or everything to order cuz if i do this post will probably repeat again.

from this lesson we learnt that.
1. never conteng someone's face
2. open ur ears when someone kena marah
3. dont repeat another person's mistake
4. no matter how angry u are, dun CNN behind someone back to others
5. when you scold someone, leave room for that someone to defend himself n dun just walk away.
6. when kena scold, dun think its not ur fault.
7. when someone wanna be alone. he means it.
8. listen to both sides of the story but dun listen to the negative one last
9. dun send hate-mail when provoked. din mean it. sorry.
10. dun CNN again n again to others bout incidents
11. when u make someone cry, no matter how u comfort also wont work.
12. when ur bf keep away from girls to make u feel less insecure, u r creating trouble.




n from this lesson i m thankful because...
1. i know my friends will stand up for me if my face kena conteng
2. i was jerked out of the oblivious n learned to speak up more bout how i feel
3. this people will kacau n reboot me again n again if i try to isolate myself
4. everyone is a better person after this incident
5. everyone is honest for once. for this once.
6.when anything happen, no need to tell anyone cuz got alot of CNN's
7. i learnt to make vv nice porridge. use soup to make the porridge instead of water.. and then hor..must always stir. n stir n stir.



and one more thing
my bon-miao pasu peh char liao!!!!!!!
sob...

another photoblog

intro: girl goes aussie left friends behind.*cries* friends part after spm. gathering tonight!! woohoo!!

me n hock chuan


king kong n john


me n winston


winston


hock chuan, jessica and winston


john the photographer


hock chuan, jessica and winston

high five. i bite straws too. yay!


hock chuan miang miang


alright!! group pic!!
hock chuan, jessica on top
winston, me and john at the bottom.

and that concludes tonights photoblog. i m going clubbing soon!!!!!!!! expect cun photos!!! of me of cos. bahahaha

another photoblog

putrajaya

chin kuan


chin kuan


chin kuan and flying ghost


chin kuan and smiling ghost


chin kuan shakes head at ghost..


chin kuan posed.. ignoring ghost


chin kuan emo with ghost


ghost


bridge


pan cute pics **

merry christmas

every year i hoped for a countdown thats with my bf or a bunch of friends. now when i finally have it, i threw it away for the family i have. though we do not celebrate any countdowns, do not cook extra, do not invite anyone over, do not stay up late, do not go out. i just wanna be home.

sorry mao mao.


i love you n i really do n i really do.

the truth

after a week of drawing portraits i learned that...

1. no one wants me to draw them exactly like in the photo.
2. cheeks n neck must be extra shaded to make them look thin
3. eyelashes elongated.
4. lips n cheeks pinkified.
5. eyes n teeth whitified.
6. iris must have 3 tones, superblack for the lil dot in the middle, brown outside. with one superwhite for highlights.

7. this one learn from ah b, dun draw the wrinkles.

so now officially my digital portrait is exactly the same as my taiwanese ones.

insane week
insanity

gotten used to sleeping in hair wax

lesly publicizes moronly
thank you

calvin take my orders faithfully
thank you

dennis waste credit phone me
thank you

ivan tahan me sitting nix to him in car
thank you

ah b rawks
ah b spray mount for me
ah b dismantle n mantle my pc for me
ah b drive here n there for me
ah b vvvvv hungry but din eat cuz wait for me
thank you

charel talk crap with me to keep me company
thank you

rory n say khai came n kept me sane a few times.
thank you

i kena saman. 2 saman in a day..
driving license fly away.


treats for yall

coconut on a stick


pubic hair on a mop


chewy egg between teeth


coconut n mop

to everyone else that good-mouthed my lil portrait booth thank u.

i will try to finish as much as i can.. but i want time to blog also la.
hehe

works so far.... excluding black n white. din capture any of them

angie n her bf


alvin n gf


jillian n bf


rory n bf( say khai) + lamp post (me)


deena's family

i will faithfully update my works when i m done.

peace out. haze

i have learnt my lesson i will...



1. not have passengers in my car.
"other than ramp, wat are the 4 things that you see?"
"yala. i know la. after the ramp, turn right le ma. see wat 4 things la. no need"
"i m talking about buying pc!! ram!!! NOT RAMP!!"



2. not pull any handle to flush after i pee.
"you know, just now after i pee i naturally needed to flush, i pulled the handle and the shower head came on full blast on my head"
" oh you know, we went for this 4d thing in a-famosa, theres water splurting out in this scene. the 2nd time it happens, my uncle tried to block it with his leg. but the water ended up in his mouth instead."



3. force my sister to eat more rice.
"my nephew doesnt like to eat at all. and he faces the tv the whole day. once he was holding this ladle in his hand playing masak-masak. theres this mosquito... he planked it down to the floor."
"wow. n then he fried it? so geng ha."
"no. he ate it on the spot. his parents searched for it in his mouth, its not there. he ate it i tell you. the next time we went to a restaurant.. he wasnt eating as usual.. his sister claimed " eat mossi also full la!"



4. buy one present for multiple occasions with multiple greetings.
"why you buy?"
"oh. christmas."
"i thought u dont celebrate christmas..."
" i don't, i celebrate christmas with new year and birthday and anniversary. this one covers all."



5. use 3rd gear instead of 5th.
"you know..whenever i use 3rd gear.. see? like this.. it has no push or grip on the road at all. hear the sound?? something wrong leh."
" eh yala.... go n check it la... something wrong. shouldnt be like this."
"yala!! and then when i change to 4th gear.. i have to push to the left a bit.. or na!! you see? like this..it'll go down to reverse gear liao wan. damn sien"
".........
..
i think u change to 5th gear instead of 3rd la."
" eh!!!!!!!! YALA!!! see?? now can go uphill!!! and look!! just push down its 4th gear already!!! OMG."



6. lie when needed to save the day/person/any ships.

7. keep my sketchbook up to date this time around

8. not save any of my posts as drafts anymore.

finally know how it feels like to be single, and alone n lonely.
i miss my ah b.
i just want him here. he no need do anything. just sit or stand or pee or dance anything. as long as he's here.

perhaps its my england

Christmas and New Year is soon and so is the 20.
It is like this game I once played when drunk. Counting...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 BAM!! 21 22 23 24 25...
BAM goes my heart and pulse.


Have you ever met someone gentle and soft but violently tempered?
Have you ever met someone so handsome but pretty at the same time?
Have you ever met someone who can light up a party anytime with her smiles?
Have you ever met someone so cute and pretty but worries about the smallest thing everyday?
Have you ever met someone so mentally strong she can climb out of any obstacle laughing?


Christmas and New Year will never be the same without all of you. Cameron Highlands is so much colder now without the booze nights and cold mornings and even the jungle we got lost in. Carmen's seemed more empty than usual without all you pool playing lot. Redbox have vomited out wannabes like Neway lost its regular customers. Even C U There is different now without our pineapple uniforms. Piano, Volleyball and Tiramisu isn't the same anymore. Fireworks and nightlife are non-existent now.
I miss you all.
All I want for Christmas and New Year's eve is all of you, back like how we used to be.

in Sunway Lagoon with Cherry

Cherry and Shadow in Genki Sushi

Departmental store where i bought my bikini!

Foodcourt behind

Shadow holding Tim's present in Mydina

peace out

Chin Kuan

I dunno wat pose is this.

omg last time i so thin. now i have fat arms.

20 is mau mau day every month.
1- 9 is PMS week every month, whole house will kena from me.
10-13 is fatigue for me every month, class will die.

I always wanted someone fat cute.
who thinks that i m fat cute too
I expect him to snore during enjoy watching Perhap's Love with me
and in return I snore when enjoy watching him playing Futsal
He trusts my driving with the whole of his heart
and I always enjoy his warbling singing tremendously
He is impatient when it comes to secrets and news
and enjoy spending all his money on dvds, vcds, movies, animes me
I love to watch him play bowling pool
while he love to watch me play piano cute.
He is viciously vulgar with his words but still is innocent to me us
We cannot live without kepit bulu each other
He love to spit in front of away from me
and he orders but cannot finish food that can last up til judgement day
He invents funny funny words like miaow miaow, miao miao, mior mior, fat fat and dior dior
while i have my own share of mau mau, bunny and mimi.
When he is angry, he will speed and bang
When I m angry, I will go out with a bang
When we are both angry, there will surely be no bang.

happy half yo to us.

opening today's post....

drums rolls n tomatoes!!

toothless sis!!!

ok.. because my photography skills were soooooo in demand. i was placed official photographer of a wedding. which.. um.. ended up in 300 pics. but only pics involving me n my family is here. because this is my blog n i shall blog bout me me n me n me me.

okok.. be fair bit.
bride.


bride. again.


mom.


dad drunk. mom giggling


pregnant lady.
unfortunately its me.


no one take photo for me. :(


sis take one. finally. ah b's watch.