bored until want to die
nothing to do
i miss my ah b

dishwalla-every little thing

let me in to see u in the morning light


to get me on n all along the tears they come


see all come. i want u to believe in life


but i get the strangest feeling that you've gone away


will you find out who you are.. too late to change


wish i could be every little thing you wanted all the time


wish i could be every little thing you wanted all the time.. sometimes


lift me up.. just lift me up don't make a sound


let me hold u up before you hit the ground


see all come. say you're alright


but i get the strangest feeling that you've gone away.. go away.


will you find out who you are.. too late to change.


wish i could be every little thing you wanted all the time


wish i could be every little thing you wanted all the time.. thing u wanted all the time


dun give me up
dun give me up tonight
soon nothing will be right at all


salvation is when you find out who you are


too late to change
wish i could be every little thing you wanted all the time
wish i could be every little thing you wanted all the time..
every little thing you wanted
but i get the strangest feeling that you've gone away.

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i found it

i wan


i want.

i want



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why does it have to be for mens!!!!! I WANT IT ON MY HAND!!!!!!


i m having orgasm already... my goodness....... i want it.



but wait!!!!!!!
GOT WOMEN's section!!

oooo...look at this beauty..



i want to cry.................................... its so nice.


i shall stop dreaming n take out my hp when i want the time.


why.. because it will only ship in march 2006.. n also because its 325 bucks. in usd

i want to cry............ i m so sorry babe.. u were meant to be mine.. but.. we just doesnt have the fate. to cross paths. if u were mine i'll carress u day n night n look at u lovingly for the rest of my life.. but u r so far away. n not even born yet.... baby........... oh baby..




last time i had a lover.. the hands couldnt move. only the screen does. it was swatch.. the hands are always at the position of 10.10 .. so only i can tell the time.. cuz others just thought its a watch with tokyo time. its black n white. elastic strap.....

n i was stolen when i took it off while i played volleyball...

sob.......... after that incident.. i simply do not have the heart to find another.. i was heartbroken. only unique watches impress me... n i do not like those too feminine.

tan verbally raped me
tan made me crash my car
tan is fat
tan instructed me to write like this.
snecx: really?
snecx: faster do la
snecx: promote me..
tan is going to kill me
because he is a curious little mao

i got tagged..... :(..

tan so fat.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

1. haze
   
2. yen
3. ah b
   
4. Nikki(I know!!)
   

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1. hazy glade
   
2. haze
3. nikki_911_macgyver... i know..
   

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. ma humps
   
2. ma lumps
   
3. ma nails
   

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. height...
   
2. scarred skin
   
3. big belly
   

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. if i bang my head... i m afraid i'll be stupid n' a moron
2. people actually liking me
   
3. growing old without friends
   

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. Internet n pc
   
2. music
3. ah b
   

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1. audrey's pants that i have not returned
   
2. capo's shirt that i have not returned
   
3. bracelet stepmom bought me..YAY!!
   

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:

1. jay chou, lee hom n david tao
   
2. chopin
   
3. random bands
   

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (for now)

1. leehom - yi shou jian dan de ge ( a simple song)
   
2. system of a down - violent pornography
3. nickelback - photograph
   

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:

1. honesty n faithfulness
   
2. laughs
   
3. ah b
   

2 TRUTHS 1 LIE:

1. i can drive liao
   
2. i m still fat
   
3. my bra size is 40f.. so is celine's. mahaha
   

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
preferred sex????

1. sideburns n unmatured moustache
   
2. length.. i mean height
   
3. nosebridge

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. surfing web
2. piano n music
3. ice skating
   

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1. ice skating...
   
2. go toilet n shit. sorry. suddenly got urge
   
3. go see cheng yee n tell her i m sorry
4. make hols end so that can be with ah b n twelve n friends
   

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:

1. spy... i know. shut up
   
2. architect.. sigh. still wanna be
   
3. random artist. 3d 2d web flash doesnt matter.
   

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1. italy- florence's duomo church
   
2. japan
3. mediteranean sea's islands
   

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. win more than 5 competitions
   
2. own a grand piano. white one .
   
3. travel n enjoy life with my other half
   

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:

1. i m fast, i dun waste time in toilet or in front of the mirror being vain
   
2. i look at girls..
   
3. i wanna do extreme sports but no opportunity
   

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:

1. i like to be fussed over
   
2. i m wearing a bra
   
3. i have alot of skin products. or.. i wanna have alot.
   

THREE MALE CELEB CRUSHES:

1. keanu reeves
   
2. nicholas tse
   
3. nicholas cage
   

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:

1. Twelve
2. tze, lie yuen,zen, timmy n cheng yee
   
3. xiaxue. if she happens to drop by

jay chou new album out this coming tuesday
titled.. november's chopin


see?? even jay chou same idol as me.
chopin..
mahahahahahaa

great minds think alike


fixed dennis's bike for 12 bucks.
did u know that ur front wheel no nuts???? ha??
do u know that cuz of that we could have died?? ha??
the wheel could fall off when we are cycling.
luckily din happen.

my dad possessed the bike. aarrgh
claimed he wanna learn for trialthon
i started on my work...

when words cant describe how i feel.
when honesty is gone.
when my art is too conceptual.
i draw.
so that i can express myself.
n cuz no one will understand but me.
cuz i wanna be honest.

i feel good.


jaymee ong from gen x cops.
her character name was haze.


paris hilton. cuz i realized her blue eyes are actually contact lenses. no one is perfect.


looking for the spot the sun rays hit. jump there. n sun bath sprawled eagled.

a series of unfortunate events

today. i thought i'll give my sister a lil treat at macd's

i changed. opened the door. n the lock dropped on my 4th left toe.

n i couldnt walk for 12 minutes.


then when we are at leisure mall. i wanted to buy socks.... i accidentally kicked the metal bar. n my 4th left toe got jammed between the metal n the floor.

i could only open n close my mouth like a half dead fish.


then when we are at the hair accesories stall. a malay lady twice my size stomped on my 4th left toe...
n in shock n pain, i grabbed her hands n squeezed it to stop myself from falling.



sob

ended up buying books for my sister.. no socks to protect my feet. n no hair accesorries either.

ouch.

tomoro is coming. n i'll be happy.

tomoro is coming. n i'll be alright.

tomoro is coming. n i'll be understanding.

tomoro is coming. n i'll have more.

tomoro is coming. n i wont need anyone anymore.

tomoro is coming. n i wont have the old ones with me.

tomoro is coming. n i still have not done anything.

tomoro is coming. n i m not ready.