WHEN YOU SAID NOTHING AT ALL

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain what I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
A touch of your hands says you'll catch me if ever I fall
Yeah, you say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define what's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in you eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
A touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me
If ever I fall
Yeah, you say it best
When you say nothing at all
The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
A touch of your hand says you'll catch me
If ever I fall
Yeah, you say it best
When you say nothing at all

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.. i miss his silence.. the way he looked at me when we first met. though i told him otherwise. i miss his warmth of his steady body.. he sure can drown out the crowd. and how sweet the lollipop we shared was.

i wonder if he miss me too.

here i m.. trying to be the perfect gf.. what do i get in the end?
..nothing. nothing at all. i have to share him with so many other things.

i suddenly have the urge to draw again.. i mean..cg.. graphic design.. ..hmm..or.....animator?... it'll be cool if i can work in pixar's.
ambitions ...ambitions.. i'll get there.. and it won't be my ambition but my routineful boring life.

i need a TABLET!!!!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

i need a damn tablet. asap.
i wanna cg again. i wanna draw on the pad again. ... argh.

yesterday i dreamt bout him.. i wonder why must he always appear in my mind only in moments of crisis. i wonder how is he now.. he's still as handsome as he used to be...maybe more. he was wearing orange in my dream...ORANGE..
i m starting to lose hope in him..the other him. i mean. maybe i wasnt the only one in his life.. yea.. worried bout that. and...everything feel so faked and forced. its like i have to take things just as it comes...whether i like it onot.
but ...the person i think of at night when i sleep is him..and when i wake up is still him...so.. do i love him onot?

and bout the love is..love is thing that i posted some time ago..i felt them all.. but will i feel them again when i see him next month?..well.. when i saw him last time.. i felt it all.

this is scary... i m swimming in the river..

bout that bitch.. if i ever see her there... she better be nice.. i m guaranteeed i will be violent. no matter what he says.

...somehow.. i don't feel emotionally satisfied .. not that i m not grateful.. or that i m not in love.. but somehow i felt that there's something missing.
i felt like asking him questions..but i kept forgetting them. but its hard to get him to be honest with me.. cuz he's always worrying whether he will hurt my feelings onot..

...and i myself find it hard to be honest. yea.. worrying whether will i hurt his feelings.
everytime i talk to him.. get tongue tied. there isn't a time when i call him my heart beat didn't accelerate. chemistry at the wrong time.

...i wonder what is this i m feeling nowadays.. didn't wanna care much bout anything liao.. whatever will come..will come in the end.
maybe i have met the man of my life..maybe i haven't. but it all depends on him.

~~~~~~~~~~happy birthday to cheng yee!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~

its been a while since i wrote anything from my heart lately, i mean.. regarding my relationship with him.
i finally blew my top. ..not really actually.. i din exactly told him EVERYTHING..
well... i m here to mend pot.. waiting for him to reply me.