BURNT

i got scalded by hot boiling oil.. when i was working for blushberry..i was hungry.. i went to cook and accidentally toppled the leftover oil on my left leg.
the whole leg was like red..

n so i googled about what to do when you got scalded.. they said that as long as it is red.. it is ok.. but if i have blisters n skin peeling i should go to an emergency room immediately..

my leg was red.. so i chatted with my friend online.. i put a wet towel on my leg.. n waited

half an hour later.. i removed the towel..
it was blistering and peeling.

n it was 5 am
my car is stuck behind my dads.. so i couldnt get out.. i had to take my mom's car.. drove around the neighborhood.no clinics open..
went to the hospital..
got an injection and a cream..

n they told me my insurance medical card does not apply for non-ward submission..

n so i have to pay.

i walked back to my car, parked far far away under the rain.. holding one leg's slipper in one hand. hobbling alone to my car..

and yet i felt like i deserved this.