oops.. forgot to post

forgot to post just now.. my vue render ..click to enlarge

endings and beginnings

my beloved maid has gone back to indon... sob sob.. i will miss her sorely.. she isn't smilin cuz my sis was taking so long to balance the d70s on her hands that by the time she focus ( 5 times) and click.. we were so tired from smiling.

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on lighter note.. here is my room.. my new room which i havent painted... mind the heavy wiring of the computers.. cuz the pc table for the work room hasn't arrive yet...it may not be the most luxurious room in the world but i do like it very much.. its very peace inducing to me.. especially when i switch on the yellow lights and light the lamp berger. with air con set to 27 degrees and fan set to 3.. haha..

disappointed

what have i done what have i done what have i done what have i done

every day i yearn to break free yet afraid i will be swept away by the wind of independance,
i learnt not to trust myself
perhaps i should just be who i m.. instead of trying to be who i wanted myself to be
but i know i will hate myself then, n i try to remain.. yet a part of me wants to break free and rebel.. after all if personalities, attitudes are paths, shouldn't i explore them all
but every exploration hurt others.. perhaps i m afraid to hurt, instead of willing to .....*

confused..

on a lighter note i got accepted by the company i targeted for.. basecamp vfx

painting

3 strangers

its up to u to see the connection between them

too much experience = just nice = too little

or

too old = just nice = too young

or

too protected = just nice = unprotected

0r

the woman is the link between them.. mother of a child, daughter of a father.

Fresh Bottle Acoustic Workshop 4th Recital

dadadum

doing work in the midst of chaos

i m so sexy wtf

old friend talk... mii ling from my high school

wat can i say what can i say.. lolz

mouth half full

can u spot me ? i m in the fog!

yay

me, jason aka drummer, guitarist, ying tian, rachel

kayu from china, guitarist, jason, rachel, retard, ying tian

what the heck is going on with this mandarin speaking fellas??

INTERNSHIP

preparation for the climb..

a preview, click to enlarge. you can't see anything here anyway.. haha

i finally found my style. my own original personal style. non vector based, line art of controlled chaos based on a theme. i have already started a book of themes.
the one above is based on the theme, beauty
i can't wait to build up more on this style during the holidays. maybe then i'll finally have a deviant.

this piece is for a folder i m making to put my resume and show reel in.
will be posting the final product soon.
stay tune ;)

i so gotta post this

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

-stephenie meyer, New Moon