disappointed

what have i done what have i done what have i done what have i done

every day i yearn to break free yet afraid i will be swept away by the wind of independance,
i learnt not to trust myself
perhaps i should just be who i m.. instead of trying to be who i wanted myself to be
but i know i will hate myself then, n i try to remain.. yet a part of me wants to break free and rebel.. after all if personalities, attitudes are paths, shouldn't i explore them all
but every exploration hurt others.. perhaps i m afraid to hurt, instead of willing to .....*

confused..

on a lighter note i got accepted by the company i targeted for.. basecamp vfx