haze

weary

one day she'll get tired of facing older men. playing it happy and sultry for them.
one day she'll get tired of facing clients, soliciting business..
one day she'll get tired of all the money..
one day she'll get tired of him..

when she does.. what is left to keep her happy..
when u can get tired of money. love. happiness. all there's best in this world..
just something.. something out of routine. for once. for one day.

be kidnapped. go far far away. be free out of bounds of life. money n love.
be free to search for other life. money n love.
get tired.
search for another.

maybe she's just bored. its hard pretending to be dumb n stupid.
pretending that nails n hair are all that matters at the end of the day.
pretending that other people's comments and judgements matters at the end of the day.

maybe it isnt pretense. but some day it will be. everything will be once u wanna stop doing it but keep doing it for routines sake.

out.