haze

IT TAKES A SLUT AND A PERVERT TO BE CALLED EITHER A SLUT OR A PERVERT


morning dawned.. on first impulse..wanting to feel someone next to me, i walked over n slipped into the habited bed downstairs... n felt warm for the first time in hours...
still smelling of sleep n silence, we eyed each other sleepily..but content n happy..
unconscious of reality n still dreamy, we kissed on impulse.. n couldn't stop..didn't wanna stop.
time n reluctance stopped us..he carried me up to my room...how silly of me.. i have forgotten to tell him that i loved to be carried that way..
i couldn't stop..we teased each other..lovingly as we are a slut n a pervert brought together...

i could still taste n smell him on me.. in me.. everywhere..all the time..



ok.. a quickie before i get back to my work.. lovely weekend so far.. its not going to get better of cos.. hmm..only certain people would understand wat i m sayin..


wat a welcoming change to my otherwise bland n monotoned life..
would have made it more interesting if i could.. would have walked on sandy beaches...though polluted..would have worn a new swim suit [XXXXXXL]..............okok [XXL]...ish.

right now i m awaiting the wrath of my father.....i m in such deep shit..shit that i actually wanna sink in deeper......haha


heck care.


i m grateful... so grateful.. my stained self.. my dirty..sin[full]ed.. demanding...selfish..inconsiderate..greedy self is actually accepted n forgived. or forgave.. watever..not a grammar class izzit..?..
bottom note.. i m thankful. thankful.

..... also awaiting campus life once more.. won't be so fohfessionally romancing anymore but still satisfying.....

talking bout campus life.i gotta do work...