haze

too much to say. no one to listen.

dominatrix...

all i want is just to control u know?? be in control. of myself. of my life. of PEOPLE. people around me .
of you. YOU.
lick that spot. wipe that spot. hold this. do this. do that.

power. feels great.
i tell you to do something .. YOU listened. YOU did it. i feel powerful.


... but
you did everything i wanted. when i never even told you to. YOU listened . you did it. i feel loved.


sometimes you know wat i want more than i do. really.