haze

my eyes are weary....why?...cuz i m straining them too much.. trying to focus them on anything else instead of u.
my hands are weary... i have been forcing them by my sides so that i won't reach out n hold u....
my mouth is so very weary... for i m stopping certain words from coming out....certain words like 'i love u... n i want u back..'
my head is on fire... cuz i m trying to stop thinking of u... n it won't listen to me...

n my heart are so painful... cuz i m stopping it from running away to u... where it belongs....

every part of me is in pain...cuz every part of them wants to go back to u..