haze

my exams is next week.. and this weekend i m going to um.. sungai limbong..pahang.. i think. with my dad.. how to study ne?
well.. who cares?

anyway.. i m on good terms with him again. though he seldom call nowadays.. i don't mind. after all, i can't possibly expect him to splurge so much everyday.. and i m sorry too cuz i m financially broke..

looking on the bright side.. this might do us good.. well.. if he calls me too often.. it might not be as special..right?
but i can't help hoping. so i m saving as much as i can so that i can call him using public phone in school.. eventhough just for few minutes.. hearing his voice made me more willed to study harder in class and do better.

i wonder if i have the same effect on him..

he had a habit of calling me late into the night.. which i have nothing to complain about but just that when i was sleeping..and i picked up, i tend to say things without them going thru my brain.. and as i always wanted to call him lao gong. i din dare to when i was fully awake and sober. but when he call me when i was sleeping.. i m always lao gong.. lao gong.. aiyo... and i tend to be more emotional and less casual.. i wonder if its a good thing..

hehe.. maybe he realize and its the reason why he call me late at night?


i found out who sang I LOVE YOU.. i manage to contact that person who sent me the song.. and i was told that it was sung by Tim... i m going to search for it right now. hope i can get the translated lyrics.

so far.. i know it is romanized as 'Saranghamnida'

oh god. i MUST find the lyrics.