haze

there's still a week left for exams.

i miss him... wonder what is he doing now.. .hope he'll call tonight.. he always call when i m not expecting.. so i must not expect his call..

i m trying vvv hard to be a good gf.... just hope he'll be happy..
i deleted my previous blog.. the long one.. i also dunno why i did that.. maybe because i don't want him to see gua.. i don't wanna risk losing him again.. and i m tired of arguing or having cold war.. so i m just going to tolerate and try to talk things out no matter what happened from now onwards.


i wish he's here... then we can do daily stuff together.. watch tv in each other's arms.. or go walk walk down to the playground... play with my sis together...

i m waiting desperately for my allowance to come so i can send him that thing... i need to buy envelope..and nice papers from the paper art gallery.. wanna make him something nice... hmm.. but i dun have any inspirations yet...


i wanna go sleep...zzzzzz (^(oo)^)