haze

CARS N GUYS N LIFE


yesterday.. my stepmom ordered me to drive a bday cake.. drinks.. jellies.. camera.. sweets.. to my sis kindergarten today..

last night.. all i dreamt about was driving cars.. to car accidents.. millions of dreams.. until this morning i woke up, the damn car is gone.


the big toyota couldn't be started so they took the small one.

n they were right bout the couldn't be started.

now.. i had to WALK to the school on my feet carrying plastic bags n a cake topped with pikachus n a brown wooden house icing.


unfair. unfair. unfair. i never had so much as a damn cake from them.. but my kinder friends r nice enough to buy me tiramisu cakes during my bday every year. they??? pikachu? chiu??



n when i was trying to start the car just now, a nosy neighbour came next to the window n rapped the window.. in a face that is saying "i m happy to scare u!!"

n i had to wound down the window n hear her talk crap bout batteries.. when suddenly a chun guy with dyed blond hair walked by n gave me the one over. wat horny shit.


n i got frus n walked back to the house n the damn nosy neighbour asked him to fetch me to my sis school.. n he was like.. 'come la!!"

great. great.

no thank u


the last thing i want is to owe a guy. i dun even wanna know what he wants in return for his 'kind favour'. the fact that he is handsome n blond repels me more. ugh.

forgive me for being sacarstic.. but i m in a foul mood right now.


anyway.. medical check up says that i m fine.




??


wat bout the lumps?
all over my hands n legs?

just now the doc said that i m fine. no syndromes nothing. just that i m bit unhealthy.

fuck. unhealthy n syndromes are a big difference mate. u dun just say that i m a BIT unhealthy n tell me i m not going to die now that i thought my pathetic life is gonne end soon.

he can't explains the lumps. bed bugs?


hell.

so now i m alive, holding a big cake, without a car and guarded.


pray that the next time i blog, i m still heterosexual.