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MESS in the WRONG TIME


ok. updates.


i might not be going to MMU. malaysia multimedia university. that is....

that day.. i came across a very disturbing site ..it was a forum opened by the student representative council of MMU, ok. wat they do is that they represent the students n bring forward complaints..to the deans n get answers n changes going in MMU for the student's welfare.


n.. being the nosy person that i m, i clicked on my faculty, the faculty of Creative Multimedia..
n there was ONE complain.

the students aren't even allowed to use the facilities there.!!!
n they even claimed that on open day, they purposely open up the facilities to impress n garner more business...
n those competition winners.. it was claimed that they won by their own fair skill.. n own effort.. not by using the facilities at all..

n they were planning to complain to the dean.. but coul.dn't cuz he's always SOO BUSY.
duh.

n the students of FCM doesn't even give a damn bout this complain.. cuz.. they had given up hope .. hoping for new pcs.. n faster servers..


which reminds me.. those libraries pc we touched that day. were DARN slow. VERY SLOW.




i panicked.. of cos. its only 2 weeks left to registration.. if i withdraw NOW, i still get back all the money... but forfeited the 500 bucks deposit. once i register.. all gone.


n the registration day is 25th april.


i went to lim kok wing university site... n found out... there was a limkokwing foundation.. giving out scholarships to those who score 7 A's n above in SPM.. i could get that..


n suddenly yesterday.. the letter from singapore polytechnic came.!!!!!!!!
argh!!


ok.. i talked to my dad.. the singapore one is going into the dustbin... wait. let me imply, the reason for that is only the financial difficulties.. not personal matters.... i did not even tell him wat happen.

he reckoned i call up mmu n ask for some answers regarding the matter. wat for? they'll probably cover it up with some excuse or something. besides. lim kok wing is more prestigious than MMU.. who the hell knows wat is MMU??



but as u all know.. lim kok wing is like.. the most expensive place to go to. so if i could get a scholarship. its a really good bargain.

but MMU course is a DEGREE one.
n lim kok wing one.. is a DIPLOMA.. with one more year in austrailia for DEGREE..

i called up lim kok wing today..the person told me that if i can get the scholarship it would be for only the 3 years in lim kok wing.. the one overseas doesn't count. but still..its a good bargain.


n they said that they have scholarships for the architecture, art n design courses n um...oh yea. communication. luckily remember.


should i take architecture? my dad is right u know.. i mean in the architecture field.. girls have no place.. n he's afraid i might need to SLEEP with people to get me high on the carreer ladder.


but still............................i like designing houses..................i want.... sob...
n its a new thing to learn..

while multimedia.. i already know most of it.. wat for.. n i m bored with it already.. see? now i seldom cg liao.

suggestions..people..suggestions!!
don't gimme the usual ' its ur life, u make ur decisions'...


suddenly.. my life seemed so much more....brighter?
hehe.. woohoO!!!!


suggestions.. people.. pls... n if i become an architect.. i'll design a shrine to honour all of u.. haha.

another lyrics..
yep.. avril's new song.. she look so girly in this mtv.. her hair damn long....
her song's preppy, fresh n way honest.
i had nothing to do.. so i found the lyrics. n put em here...

Don't Tell Me

You held my hand and walked me home, I know why you gave me the kiss, it was something like this, it made me go oh oh..
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love, guys are so hard to trust.

Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who gives it all away..
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you this time?
Did you think that it was somethin' I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do, don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck will get you into my pants,
I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I won't have sex, I won't have sex..
Get outta my head, get off of my bed, yeah that's what I said

This guilt trip that you put me on won't mess me up cuz I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away.

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway



feeling.. bored**...