haze

MY ImmoRtAL


everything's over now.

explanation done..

n of cos.. i realize i m in the wrong.. yet again...


felt like a fool..

of cos.. who doesn't.


apologies to all.. won't be coming outta my house/ onlining for few days/weeks.

pls dun come n find me..y'all.. i'll be fine.. cuz i m not the victim, but the one who hurt others..



n apologies to him..of cos.. for all the angst ridden words in this blog regarding him... i had guessed this would happened.. for this day that i know that all is actually my own doing.. my own fault.. no tears could help.. no temper could bring things to a close..no love could hold back the bridges that are falling apart... n its all my fault..
so... don't come charging up to singapore scolding him for me.. cuz like i said, its my fault.
he had love n i can't meet up to his expectations..
wat else matters?



the words that are coming out of my mouth is so hard to comprehend..no one could understand,... no one could handle.


when will i find someone..who loves me for who i m... who loves me even if i didn't do anything for him.. who loves me even if i hurt him..who loves me even if we are wrong for each other..

but will i love that person for who he is.. even when he did nothing.. even when he hurts me.. n even when we r wrong for each other?

sometimes love just ain't enough...

I don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna use you just to have sombody by my side and I don't wanna hate you, I don't wanna take you but I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore but like a fool I keep losing my place and I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much and its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you but I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain and like a fool who will never see the truth I keep thinking something's gonna change

And there's no way home when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say ??
Do you feel me beside you in your bed, there beside you where I used to lay ?