haze

SORE + ASSAILANT = ME

she calls me from the cold just when i was low, feeling short of stable n all that she intends, n all she keeps inside isn't on the label. she says shes ashamed n can she take me for a while? n can i be a friend? we'll forget the past..but maybe i m not able n i break at the bend.
we r here n now but will we ever be again cuz i have found all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away again.
she dreams a champagne dream, strawberry surprise, pink linen n white paper, lavender n cream, fields of butterflies n reality escapes her.
she says that love is for fools who fall behing n i m somewhere in between.
i never really know a killer from a saviour til i break at the bend.
its too far away for me to hold.
its too far away..guess i'll let it go.

see i dunno why i like u so much..i gave u all of my trust.
i told u i loved u now thats all down the drain.
u put me thru pain i wanna let u know that i feel fuck, wat i said it don't mean shit now.
fuck those presents might as well throw them out. fuck those kisses it din mean jack. fuck u, u hoe i don't want u back.

u thought u could keep this shit from me. u burnt bitch i heard the story. u played me , u even gave him head. now u r asking for me back. ya just another hag, look elsewhere.cuz u r done with me.

ya questioned did i care? u could ask anyone.. i even said u were my great one. now its over but i do admit i m sad. it hurts real bad i can't swear that cuz i loved a hoe.

~dedicated to someone special

mislead.