haze

.. felt like going up my room n cry myself to death.. but who's gonna dry my tears for me.
my dad just gave me an envelope to pass it to my aunt in sg. looks like i had to go there. period.
life just seemed so unsure for me.

i really dun feel like going to sg.. poking at certain numbers on the telephone n getting no answer watsoever. its bad enough getting dumped.

looks like love can't triumph over fate.


.. my dad told me to sit on the bus.. damn i m scared.. wat if someone point a knife at me..hell. i couldn't take it.

oh well..my life couldn't get any worser than this. n my aunt told me to inform her whether someone will be sending me to her house or whether she is going to pick me up. well I DON"T KNOW!!!!!!!!

I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. CAN EVERYONE STOP BUGGING ME?? .. gimme a break everyone..

i really don't know..sob.. i don't know.

i didn't know .. i didn't know things would turn out to be like this.


its my fault. its my fault that the application suddenly pops up. n my fault that that guy suddenly turned all mushy.

all my fault. bad luck comes. hope it ends this sat. i m getting my result. i m cold n lonely.. but i still have to face it, alone or accompanied.


now i wanna go sleep. he probably doesn't care whether i show up in sg onot. well.. let him misunderstand me. i m too tired to tell him i m not a flirt, neither m i a whore.
if he had a heart, he'll contact me. bets welcomed.