haze

diary diary diary.

today went to school..got my results..pretty shocking.. u could say.
those who i expected to get straight a's turned out missing one grade or two.

suddenly everything was a blur. n messy. n crowded.

i didn't feel happy at all. i wonder why. maybe like the saying, when no one supported u n u succeeded at something, u wouldn't feel that satisfied at all.

now i m afraid. afraid of...

seeing all of them.. is kinda ..delighted? pooi kuan's prettier.. amy's prettier.

hmm..shall i relate today's events by time chronologically?


ok. here goes.

yesterday slept at 4 am. couldn't sleep at all.. frustrated. woke up at 8.30 am though i wanna continue sleeping. then chin kuan arrived. man, i tot i was scared. she broke the record.

my sis woke up.. i wash her up n gave her some milk. then lie yuen came. we updated each other on events that happened. oh yea. including the taxi driver incident.

then we went down to the lonely restaurant near the play ground for breakfast. u see it was just 10..n our results will come out around 11.30am.

then at 11 am, we sat in lie yuen's car ...out to doom. it was the most freaked out drive in history for me. i was tired n sleepy, barely able to open my eyes. all of us were hectic. sudden laughs n shouts n cries. people who dunno us might think we r insane.

every single phone call that came made us higgety jiggety.n the damn trafic is so slow.(oh gosh!! i just coughed out a cake of very hard blood!!)

finally we made it to school.. ca po was already there waiting for us.

cikgu laili was there. she was happily telling ca po that ca po got a 3B for her BM.. both of them were jumping like little kids. n suddenly laili turned to me n told me wat i got. now i became the one screaming n shouting n jumping. n i ran all the wat to the office to get my slip.

i got my slip. suddenly i was catapulted to ..stardom? more like stardOOm.

eunice got like..9 A1's..which is so nice. she got A1 for her gce-o 1119 too. i m so happy for her, she can finally get out of her sister n bro's shadow. ain't that cool?


ken yip got straight A's.. hmm who else? japheth n chung siew too. EH!! y all guys only?
girls.. oh . shireen missed one. which is vvv surprising. since she's the best of us..
i expected pooi kuan to get 10 A's.. but she missed 3 of them.
i dunno wat watt ma get...
kwai yee did ok, lots of A's too.

but wat i really wanna know is carmenlansi. hehe. she go to london liao.. but i think she will straight the A's.

lie yuen did well too.. 8/9 A's.
capo n chin kuan did fair. their mood was bit subdued. i was kinda hoping all 6 of us can ace it all together n we can celebrate it ..

zzen got 4/9.... oh no..we lost the bet. now we gotta buy her sushi. great

bout cheng yee.. i m not so sure. she din come today she was working. hope she did fine.


came home.. eunice called around 5 asking me to go out mid valley to celebrate. i had not a cent in my wallet. so i rejected. not that i would go if i had the money. high school friends.. they sometimes make u wanna be with them.. but most of the time the other way round.

i m so damn hungry now. wish my dad will stop his mahjong.