haze

insecurity?...guilt? wat has i done? i have done nothing wrong.. i was not unfilial to my parents..nor did i cheat on my bf.
nothing's upsetting me!!.. everything's fine..

..women from sexual attackers who symbolised her secret desires to be wooed..

..my secret desires to be wooed???? hell!! all i want is to stay invisible n unnoticed thru my life. i do not want to be wooed. i m very satisfied now.

....You may feel that circumstances are closing in on you and feel a need to escape...

SPM results. it is closing in. n i need to escape. PERIOD.

but y the rape thing?... sex??... .. escape sex? .. ..but.. it is just not right.

guess i better stay at home for the time being... the spm. i m sure of it.