haze

i m beginning to hate myself for n more each day...

.. ...its hard changing myself... the attitude... n what's so amazing is that i m not the least aware that i m hurting people.

talk bout ignorant huh....?

....feel like isolating away from my friends..family and love one.... can't imagine how much i have hurt them.. maybe this would be running away... but at least it will stop more damage...

i dunno...i really dunno... ... dun feel like apologizing cuz i know it won't do any good... ...


maybe i should be grateful that i m not too late to try n change things.