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i found the insect which bit my feet. til its red n swollen.
i picked it up with a tissue n placed it in front of meeqa.

he ate it with relish.

God u never know wat strains they put on u when u r working. i m getting frus. extremely



a remake of the 1976 Omen.
who's in it : julia stiles
about : a president had a wife .. she had a stillborn child, he sub it with another child so in secret. years later, people died and he realized this kid is a satanic child.

whats so bad about it?
check this out. after the screening of the 1976 movie, they changed its title from "The Antichrist" to "The Birthmark," the film seemed to fall victim to a sinister curse. Star Gregory Peck and screenwriter David Seltzer took separate planes to the UK...yet BOTH planes were struck by lightning. While producer 'Harvey Bernard' was in Rome, lightning just missed him. Rottweilers hired for the film attacked their trainers. A hotel at which director Richard Donner was staying got bombed by the IRA; he was also struck by a car. After Peck canceled another flight, to Israel, the plane he would have chartered crashed...killing all on board. On day one of the shoot, several principal members of the crew survived a head-on car crash. The jinx appeared to persist well into post-production... when special effects artist John Richardson was injured and his girlfriend beheaded in an accident on the set of A Bridge Too Far (1977).

talk bout omens. man. sounds like FD5 to me.


yay! got date with ah b.


the woes of a fcm student

its hard to watch a movie nowadays without scoffing at it. its even more difficult to watch with friends not from MMU or fcm n then share your thoughts bout it.

how was the movie?

err... okla. ( knnccb the fella dunno how to act, the cinematography suxs, the storyline suxs, its an ultimate letdown)

how to answer i ask u.

when mega movies like xmen, davinci code, geisha. boo. boo . boo.

n i totally hate hongkie b grade movies. B GRADE ah. dun emo.

crap la. watch movie now will offend other people feelings.

dating? anyone?

recently i read up a blog.. http://singlendatingkl.blogspot.com/
its a group blog of around 4 writers who are well, single and dating.

i realise that being single, u have flings. n when u have flings u fuck around. with friends.

well, to me when people praise you its a red alert that they want something out of you. beware of flattery!!!!
n once people start praising, i started running.

i m a hyper in reading signs. ONCE they praise.run
if u dun run, its level two, they talk bout relationship with you.
if that isnt obvious enough. RUN
if u din run, they ask for you number. now thats obvious, i do not need to be a hyper. RUN RUN RUN
and then the date comes. actually if u din run its ok.
its damn. damn. annoying. when u HOPE that it would work. u go out. n then it hit u when u are innocently eating together.

oh my god. he will never call me again. or msg me anymore.
n sure enough. this time. he runs.

okok. if u r lucky enough. he din run. u din run.
comes the next step. either he want to fuck n then forget it.
or he wants a relationship.

both is just as bad if you do not like him n u did not run. which is dumb. u stir up trouble. you 'hurt' his feelings . guys dun have feelings ok. at least not when they are courting.
basically, u turn both ur lives n his lives upside down.

say no to dating if u dun like that guy to begin with. love grows, the hard way though. dun try it.
n run for gods sake , if he already have a gf n is hitting on u. do you have to turn a 'faithful' man to a cheating one? well, i know they arent faithful to begin with, thats why they have different mecha like eyes, brain, mind, balls, dick and heart which can EACH FOCUS ON ANOTHER GIRL.

Good guys out there
is at home wearing geeky specs and cooking.

or is in a relationship.

or is.. blabla. we all know this.

how to spot a good guy.
a guy who have not have any relationship is the most unpredictable one. you will never know how good a guy is until he is in a relationship. he may say, i will be faithful..understanding.. bla bla.
but yes EVEN i want to be faithful.. understanding, loving.. cute.. bla bla.. BUT when u r in a relationship its not that simple, what u want of urself may not be the true you. the true you may feel stinging suffocating pain when he look at girls, n then you are JEALOUS.
or the true you may feel such discomfort when he spend time with his mates longer than with you.. n then you are POSSESSIVE.
yes yes. u can fight back the feelings, pretend u din feel it. but at one moment, the feeling will take over you n u will be VERY MEAN.

so the most dangerous guys are the single-til-this-moment guy.

guys in relationship. u can tell if he is good. if his gf did something wrong, he didnt lambast her kaukau. he is good.
if his gf fall down embarrassly, he didnt look away shamefully n help her instead. he is good.

but its hard to choose, most ex relationshipers are not virgins. those noob are virgins but they are unpredictable.

so how can u choose a noob, virgin and a good one at that.
i also dunno. if u know. tell me.

oo. no need to tell me. i got one liao. i totally forgot all about ah b.

meeqa bye bye
i m going to sell meeqa if his attitude does not improve end of this holidays. going to buy 2 babies. i want them to be like heidi's wan!!! can sleep in her hand.. OMG
meeqa is like playing a game.
a chasing, hide n seek game.

dun like.


i realized my blog too many complaints.

i decided to make it up.


overview of beta year

its funny how something so plain n direct does not hit students in the eye as they are toyed with financially, psychologically, physically and emotionally.
first we have got 6 subjects to finish up in 14 weeks. which, we have to produce farking

good quality mtv,
80 pages portrait sketchbook,
2 full blown painted portraits,
near 60 pages studies of a subject,
a wood/glass/metal sculpture,
3 3d animations,
improve an advertisement,
a DYNAMIC web portal, think msn.com, deviantart.com,
and finally, a lousy shoebox.

well u see, we have exams too.

obviously its a ploy mmu have taken to make sure 40% fail and 45% have to repeat the course, ensuring that mmu have almost 20% increment in profits every year.

you see, we really want to do a good job, but int he end we are so freaking sleepy and tired to care bout whether its good or not, we just end up losing steam and rushing work just to PASS UP IN TIME.

and our beloved lecturer che mat, who obviously love to mislead and then in the end say otherwise. people obviously cannot see through him. he comes to class, throwing tantrum our assignments on the floor, scolding us, shooing us out of class.. students are angry yes.
thats not it yet. the other half of the class, he tried a miserable attempt to turn things around by joking with everybody, with FREQUENT references to those he lashed earlier on.
in the end, everybody is laughing with him without an inkling they have been manipulated psychologically.
and funny, in the end people actually clapped their hands. with him.

sounds like a familiar past of mine. getting beaten up for no reason and then someone buys you an ice cream as consolation.

and we have come here to learn, turns out that we do not have time. assignments are passed to those with more experience, leaving newbies learning nothing and experts learning more. because experts do it faster. so pray we can pass up in time!!!!!
theres no time to learn!! only time to deliver!!

and then the american idol judges of our mtv. shall i even start that they are actually famous directors and audio producer in malaysia.
n they actually copied n plagiarised work. int he very first lecture, a treatment one lecture used for his MTV , the taglines was taken DIRECTLY from Love Actually, the movie. bla bla love actually is all around us.
don't believe it? go to the mpm website and download the 1st lecture. then watch the movie. oh btw, the treament name is WITH YOU.

n shall i add that none of the lecturers can speak good english?

enough ranting. who knows someone might copy my words n put it in a treatment. BAHAHA. so farnee.

even some lecturers began to expose that lecturers in mmu plagiarises student's work. with so much confirmation, i just want to PASS beta.
instead of ACE-ing it.
well get this, you can always copy or plagiarise our work, but what we have is talent, which you do not. and with talent, we can always come up with better ideas.

well. what have i done.
some of the work from my sketchbook. its ridiculous to do 80. which i did. its ridiculous to post all up. i dun wanna be stupid twice.

always draw explicits for the 1st few pages. yoko ono and john lennon. gives me ideas for my wedding photography concept.

my sister.. top up view..

paula malai ali...

some ZA ad

natalie portman. V for vendetta. watch it. its fantastic. the most intelligent movie i have ever watched since memento

now i realize.. when i drew this picture. that her eyes are misaligned. i was torn. should i follow her wonky eyes or should i fix it. if i follow, people would be dumb enough to think that its my mistake. so i fixed it


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takeshi kaneshiro kanena ccb.

king of acting, al pacino

memoirs of a geisha. sorry look senget i perspective crop it wrongly in photoshop.

some russian model

my illustration board concept was supposed to be likethis at first..

look.no lines! all shades and tones

reference : david chen.

this one really is david.

my illustration board

full figure one. colour out liao. long story

ah b's illustration board

ah b's illustration board. ps : mine were at the A stack... while ah b's is at the B stack. isnt it obvious that this quality should go into the A grade one. biased.

my 400 bucks sculpture. that made me unable to pay for any meals, buy bday present for ah b. i m totally broke now.

ah b's 300 bucks sculpture.

ok. no more le

its not that i do not want to update. but the connex sucks. i have a folder of blogs and photos to upload which i have been uploading for.. 2 weeks.

crazy i know.

i will post when i have proper connection that you can at least upload 15kb pictures.

but but.


yes mamao YES!!

i totally like flunked this sem. but i dun care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i m godlike you know. i can like totally see through people like they are paper. no no. tissue.
i can even predict.
i marvel at people who still want to compete.

i have reached nirvana level. where.... make up. clothes. shoes. are of no importance to me anymore.
i mean i still wear them just that i dun shop for them anymore. but if u buy for me i still be vv happy la.
but why mamao. why not important anymore. because everytime i wear something nice, i get put down by people around me.
why u wear until so nice
why u wear like this
why why why why why why

because mamao. people look at girls who wear something nice. so naturally i want to wear something nice so that you will look at me instead of other people around me. n naturally it would have to be something EXTRA nice. better than others so that you don't look at them at all n totally like. focus on me.

yes i lack of attention.

not important anymore. because i m godlike and i dun need clothes anymore i believe.
i believe
i believe


you dun wanna let your friends down
you rather let those who love u down