haze

i wonder does he still love me...
i m feeling rather weird....both of us love each other... n often try our best to be the best gf n bf there is.. then how come we screw up so often?
i know most of the time..its because of jealousy.. before i had a bf.. i picture myself as an understanding gf...like not getting angry because he had girl friends.. or talk on the phone too much.. or going out with other girls..
but now.. i realized.. it hurts to find out bout any of those things. n.. i do get angry..

but surprisingly... i can forgive as easily as i get angry.
but no matter how i try.. i can't forget. i can't forget those mistakes..