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6/14/05

forgiveness

forgave all the rainy days u took away during nights when i suddenly awoke..n realized that my tears have finally dried.

forgave all the eternity u took away.. time is bringing tomoro forward... the pain finally has gone..

will u miss those old days? those days when i left the door open cuz i miss u... n those days when the air felt warm with love.

n when i close my eyes.. i can feel my heart burning with the love i have for u...

everyone told me... i m better off alone...

ur promises... i have never doubted them...

back n forth.. the familiar warmth of ur love keep coming back...

u r the one i love... can i blame u...

forgave all the rainy days u took away..during the old past which i grew fond of.... everyone has to say goodbye in the end.

forgave all the eternity u took away... all the laughs and love in each day...

maybe... i have matured...

n when i close my eyes... i can remember it all..

stop telling me... i should be alone...

ur promises.. i have never doubted them..

back n forth... have u actually loved me...

i tried hating u...but all that came into my mind was ur smile.





i m sorry.. i m the one at fault. u brought me into a world i cannot follow.. though there were times i woke up in the night, plagued by my nightmares n u were there to wipe my tears... n times when we laughed... i had to go.

i dunno what made me fall out of love. i dun feel sad. or painful. or happy. i m sorry i did not warn u.. cuz the flittest air of love i still have that time was enough for me not to hurt u with the news. but i realized i was wrong.

its not just a chemical reaction gone sour with the timeline of a relationship. i have really fall out of love this time.

i m sorry i cannot give u one more day with me... i cannot bear it.

i m disgusted at myself. really. at the cold blooded girl that i m. not crying in funerals. not feeling anything for anyone. but u believed in me anyway n tried to melt me.

love is never enough. we r never meant to be. n we are not good enough for each other. its too late for u to suggest forever now. too late. u had one year... i m sorry..

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