top of the world

full view pls.. top grafitti again.. yay!!

i been and will be busy this week.. i will be uploading the sean kingston photos later.. so sorry.. :(
i havent slept for more than3 hours duration for the past 4 days..
i cleaned my room.. god knows how difficult that can be..
i am the kinda girl that hates to go into the shower, but once i m in the shower i hate to go out..
same with cleaning.. i hate to start cleaning, but once i start i can't stop..
i cleaned non stop for 4 hours.. how cool is that..

this is the photoshop mockup of the website.. i still can't get the menu right... help. it supposed to show the appropriate group of links when mouse over.. but i can't get the css to split up the menu sub-menu level to be in another div layer.. damn

i have just finished coding my cyberpreneurship class'es website.. done in JOOMLA with css coded in dreamweaver... take a lookie here

i got some coding to do regarding all the ugly white space in the content section n perhaps fix the menu.. i need help n suggestions !!!

i will be going to the lucasfilm jedi master class tour tomorrow at hiltons.. i know i can't bring camera but the email stated "Video taping and picture taking are not allowed during the event."

DURING LA DURING.. time to channel my SLR chick antenna.

Life like it is

wow.. was linking back to some posts.. reading back on your own blog is a reflective thing to do..

stage after stage of anger and depression.
its like rewinding the stages of your life.. reading long forgotten secrets..


my 14 year old sense of art rewinded into 6 years old sense of art... ( i dun think my sense of art is more mature than 14 years old right now....-_-)

then my face.. from heavily made up to heavily photoshopped. hmm..
the way i type.. from now to angry to sad to angry to sad to cursing and cursing.
n of cos all my relationships. all in this blog.
declarations of love and hate.


i m way beyond all that. 6 pages before, the person blogging is definitely not me..changed alot already..
i no longer wanna declare my love for anyone.. or write hate blogs cursing others.
i have learnt to be low profile. what happens in my life stays in my life. blog is a public channel in which i have divided a part of me to channel out.
now it is all shallow, photos and photos of nothingness.
works and works of nothingness...
looks like the more i grow the less i show..

sometimes i m just so weary.. of keeping up expectations..
usually people think lowly of me n i strive hard to prove them wrong.
now its the other way round..
these few weeks i m having the time of my life shocking people around me with unbelievable acts.

haze? SMOKING???
haze? CLUBBING??
haze? BIKINI PHOTOS??
haze? MAKE UP TUTORIALS???
haze? FUCKING UP MMU DEGREE??
haze? ACTUALLY FINDING FRIENDS TO HANG OUT???
haze? GOING BACK ON WEEKENDS???

pls.. those who is silly enough to claim that they influenced me pls.. as if you can.. *flings hair behind haugtily*
this is all me.. no blaming pls.
maybe i should even change my name..
haha... temporary phase? or a new growth phase..
but it feels damn right good. to let go. and fall free.
free fall to nothingness.

ouch

running thin. taut.
snap!

selfish spoilt brat

a quick doodle...
softie - corel painter
duration - 3 hannah montana episodes
tools - blending oils.. pencils.. eraser.. blending stump..







a clump. so high.
a whiff. so high.
a pocketful. of nothingness.
cramped tight inside.

a smoke. so high.
a drag. so high.
pretense for nobody.
to fool myself.

a temptation. so high.
a stray. so high.
discipline.
where is it?

a drink. so high.
a swing. so high.
what's all the paint for.
if it is not for you.

future.
here i come.
stumbling.

waterfall pics cont.

sometimes. the first thing you want never comes.
sometimes. the last thing you want comes in first.

improving. inside. out

TO STOP THE MUSIC IN MY BLOG : see the slide show on the right?
there is a mini youtube video playing.. click on the audio button to mute it

edit:added more pics di

wait until i sott. put here first la. pls dun think that i enjoying the waterfall. fucking cold i tell u. at this stage din show only.. in later pics my face pik cik already.. but the shoot was fun.. cuz alot of photographers i feel like some celebrity with alot alot of paparazi.

if my leg got so long i wont close my legs already. -_-

oh btw. i cut my hair liao. after the shoot i went n cut.

now only they gimme the forum. i blog again after i choose pic. ish. now only give. ish. not fair.ish

Photoshoot

i have finally revamped my blog.. at least now it looks like a blog of mine.. instead of some default template...

it works best with firefox n IE7... so if my blog look shitty in ur IE.. thats because it is not above version 5... omg.. version 5 is already very old.. how old is your browser?? n who even uses internet explorer??

anyway.. while awaiting some professional pics from the photoshoot, look at my shots taken by me when i was resting...

damn tiring.. have to climb up the mountain to get to the waterfall.. not an easy climb as i am so weak and fragile.. ahem

ah b is always looming in photos.. i have to put my head in front of his to avoid that from happening..
i look like some weird mongrel mix.

i told you i was bored. lol.. hope the pics arrive soon YEA!

i had enough of stone camouflaged frogs for a while..

oh n if there are any bugs in my blog pls report them... coding bugs la..