haze

the key won't fit the lock
i love playing in the rain.. thank You God.. for giving me rain today. i know You care... even when i don't.


such a fool..me.. such a fool.. turning back..wanting more. letting go ..hurting him.

both ways are wrong. nothing seems right.
when i have him.. dun appreciate him.. turning him away.. rejecting him.. pushin him.. when i dun have him.. kept pulling back...

there are some things that just couldn't be changed..no matter how i try..no matter how bad it

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can't finD words to say how i feel..

perhaps this i can say..
u forgive me for loving u too much..
n i'll forgive you for not loving me enough.

u forgive me for missing you so..
n i'll forgive u for being so cold

u forgive me for the loud racing of my heart
n i'll forgive u for not hearing it.

u forgive me for playing with you.
n i'll forgive u for toying with my emotions...

u forgive me for finding u so attractive
n i'll forgive u for not noticing..

u forgive me for raising u up so high..
n i'll forgive u for bring me down so low..

u forgive me for wanting to be with u..
n i'll forgive u for avoiding me..

u forgive me for being so pathetic..
n i'll forgive u for taking advantage of it.

u forgive me for having hopes n dreams..
n i'll forgive u for crushing them..

u forgive me for loving u too much..
n i'll forgive u for nothing. nothing at all..

u forgive me for giving my heart to u..
n i'll forgive u for breaking it.

u forgive me for not being able to let go..
n i'll forgive u for never having latched on.

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JAY CHOU - an jing [silence]
theres only the piano left for me to talk to about my day..or the sleeping cello...
the same old usual silence..
i knew that u already made it very clear.. i understood and i know... you won't miss me.

you said that u will feel upset..that i do not believe..
hand in hand with u..with ur companionship.. thats only in the past.

i hope that she will love u more than i do...only then i will force myself to leave
you wanted me to say it.. over n over.. its shameful to me.
cuz i had no intention of leaving at all....
but y do u still want me to smile n pretend to be ok??

i do not have that kind of talent.. to still hold u and accept her at the same time.
please don't worry..u dun need to...i will still live on..

u have already walk away so far.. so i guess i will too.. but more slowly than u.
why izzit that i will always surrender to u..even where we are separated.

i do not have that kinda gift... to be silent so fast.. can't give up yet..
but i will... because i love you too much.