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ALONE AT HOME while they are in PD


i wanted to go so much>!!!..so much!!! argh.. damn the registration day. damn the early hours they set.. and damn myself for not being able to get a better scholarship to go to another better college/university.

the registration day is tomoro . 8.30 am til 12.00 pm. the weird thing is........ it was specified there in the letter, telling us to bring.. bedsheets... blanket.. pillow cases.... t shirt.. black skirt/long (now wat the heck does that means?.. it have to be black skirt..or black long?) their engish is terrible. n track bottoms.. track shoes.. for sports.

hey. its only the 25th. i dun go stay there until a week or two's time... y must i bring all those things there?... wat m i supposed to sleep in when i m back? .. weirdo.

n they even put.."and other nessecary items for daily consumption"... if i bring it there.. wat will i use here?


god.


they can be so senseless.




haha.. i haven't even start my classes n i already started critisizing it.... ok... i was a rebel in my high school..but i dun plan to be a rebel in MMU.. i wanna give others the impression of a sweet innocent girl................................


okok.. i know i m not. i could at least try...
haha...



ok... my dad broke my laptop.. those close to me should know by now...

i hate him for doing that. i will never ever forgive him. i just wanna finish my studies n get out of this dreaded house.

n my sis broke my tablet.n i made up my mind not to tell him about him..less he beats her up again.


can they all stop spoiling my things??????????????????????????


argh.

i reapplied for Astro's Xfresh job...... but i doubt TJ will check the emails..aih.. so i guess i'll have to call in tuesday morning n ask.


and.. my MESS site.. oh god... its all ruined. .. i mean.. now everyone can't view the pics.. only the thumbs. i spent such a long time designing the shit.....oh god....... n i uploaded my pics in so many different image hosting services..hoping that at least one of them allows external linking which none allows.


but i like the layout though.. n maybe i'll just stuff everything into layers in one single page.. wonder wat will happen if i do.? sounds.. impossible... but i m going to try it once i m free... so don't hope any new cgs will be up.. cuz my tablet pen is BENDABLE .. due to my sis..kind work.

those who are so kind.. have a look at my MESS.. n gimme suggestions...k?


thanks a bunch.


feeling..... flabbergasted.

in a "i don't care, i don't wanna care, i m not going to care" attitude bout tomoro's registration day. yea i know it marks my new life.. new beginning.. new friends. heck. dun care. dun wanna care. not going to care.


n so be it.

HMPH.