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Bad Luck among all bad lucks.

i thought today will be a pretty normal day... when suddenly my maid came in giving me a letter.

its seldom i get any letters...n it looks official...my hopes went up.. SCHOLARSHIPS!!!!!

well..no.
it has a singapore crest on it.

... nanyang polytechnic.. i saw the word...

ok. its the application for singapore polytechnic. the result's here.


n ... i got it.

they accept me.




...why do this happen to me?? wat m i supposed to do with it??


i had no money anyway... n no support.. what for.



any suggestions??



back to happier stuffs.. i wanna play piano. a grand piano that is so shiny that i can see my own refelctions..oh did i mention.. the excelsior hotel in sg.. has a really nice one... with a glass on top filled with roses... cool....

n we were sitting at the back.... then capo's family came. n he was at the counter. n capo mum were at the counter. then it was done. n i couldn't walk pass them with him cuz if they sees us... he'll get into trouble... phone calls.. huh.. they'll probably bring him to the police or something... well.. wat do u do to a guy who's holding a bag..um... bla bla.. can't say it here.

well.. we splitted up. he went that way..n i went this way. . i saw that he was upset.. well, i m not just worrying for myself n i m not a selfish brat either.


oh duh..

lets not complain n rattle on without any solution shall we.....

ok..wat m i to do with the admission...

bad sides... i really dun wanna stay with my aunt in sg....!!! hate that place.. they are so......old.
n my dad don't have that much money...
n i'll be all alone there... no friends at all...
i heard that singapore doesn't have any entertainment... the streets r sooooo quiet......
no 1.. study..no2 study...no3 study.. n the next thing i know i m insane.

good sides... the education.
future job opportunities.



the bad sides overrunned.

so .. into the dustbin it goes.