haze

i miss him so much..so so much.... felt like crying... can't contain myself... wanna call him n tell him i love him.. n that i still want him.. don't go... so painful..

i wonder how long will i last..before the mask crumble down...so hungry...yet no appetite ..dunno y.... so cold... freezing...

m i born to be tormented by love??

dunno y..no one can understand the enormity of this situation....... or izzit us who make a big deal out of nothing??

they just find it ridiculous breaking up because of differences n religion in the 21st century.... ..um....izzit?????