Pah!

everytime
useless

wtf am i

thoughts.
fucking cd
rubbish

full of plastic
on my face
full of dirt and paint
on me

wtf do i have

money
work
respect
work
work
work
work

where am i

respect
changes
changes in you
the past
present is meaningless.

meaningless.
where the fuck is the future anyway

decisions.
based on future
where the fuck is the future anyway.

see me pass the plastic
pass the dirt
and the paint
there is naught there

i am just a shell
shell of emptiness.

empty
fill me with dirt and leave me amess
leave me be
let me be
i want to be clean

what do i have but a shell
a temporary home.
house in me, make me bleed
make me cry
so that i know there is something in me

something worthy

sadistic. empty. bitch. just a shell.
thats wtf i am

i dare you.
to come.
make me fucking bleed out of my misery.