haze

CONTAIN

.. i have never miss someone so much before... feeling's like a heavy stone on my heart
... wanted so so much to just throw myself into his arms n stay like that forever.. wanted to tell him how much i really love n care for him..

can't contain... my will's weak.. so weak..


i had the most upsetting phone conversation yesterday night... so upsetting..that i just felt like giving up everything had it not been i called him for reassurance..

i looked back at my old blogs... i actually have 5 blogs.. 4 old ones... upsetting...upsetting...


feel so loved n yet so alone.. haha.. i guess this is the definition of missing someone.. ,y throat's killing me.. i m going down to buy strepsils.